Saturday, 27 July 2013

Distracting from the Distractions

I have a problem with distractions. It's really quite a large one.

My mind likes to wander and no matter how much I enjoy working on projects, I am constantly looking for reasons to stop.

Sometimes I distract myself with other projects, but most of the time I accomplish nothing.

Roaming around the internet, checking and rechecking websites for updates.

Going to the kitchen and rechecking the fridge and cupboards. I don't even feel hungry. Have I eaten much today? I don't remember.

I don't need to pee. Was I suppose to write down something important? Maybe I need more sleep...

I feel like something is missing. Like I can't do this work until I fix it, but I don't know what it is.

I sit in my chair and tell myself to work, but I just feel stale and crumbly, like a dried up piece of toast.

What the fuck am I missing? Maybe I should do some exercise. Parts of my body ache like an old man, but that's nothing new.

Am I sick? I don't feel sick. I feel tired.

Sleep takes up so much time, but I'm just procrastinating anyway.


That is what I'll do. Maybe this will work better tomorrow.

</brain farts>